depressed !

I'm not gonna be fine im not gonna be OK. This time i am gonna break down.. its gotten to the point where i just cant do it anymore.. i cant pretend to be happy and smile when i know all i wanna do is cry.. im sick of being the strong one, the one who holds it all together cause that’s what everyone expects me to do, well not this time.. This time I AM CRYING.. i am hurting.. all i wanna do is run from everything but i know I cant..

But as I try to forget you more and more

My body grows weaker and begins to wear
Mind floats, rises to react